wowowow another quarter gone just like that? so much things happened. lost some friends, gain some friends, been through drama, dropped the drama, so much mixed emotions about this quarter. I actually like this quarter, it was interesting to me. Got to get close to some people who I thought I wouldn't have. It's been such a pleasure to end my quarter and 2014 with people who stayed by my side. It's strange to think about who I'm ending the quarter and year with, like damn. Struggled through some classes but I pulled through, thank you lord for letting me pass all my classes. Next quarter will be interesting, not looking forward to it since there's new expectations/standards. But this quarter I did too much research for a class and too much writing for almost all my classes, and too much confusing things, I think leadership was easy for me to handle. I always like working because I get to do something productive. I think the class I probably struggled in was AVID or social studies. All my teachers were awesome this quarter, I'm glad they still get to teach me but I miss Mrs. Akimoto): anyways, it's a bad time for me to be facing some bs this whole month. but other than that everything went perfectly fine.
Some things changed in my opinion or maybe a lot of things. We have weekly AR goals now which is frustrating): and we can't make intros in the morning, we ain't getting FT forms after he passes them out the first time (just changed), we use walkie talkies now, and we changed seats again. We also got two new boys which is siofu and Taven, they're struggiling I guess so I should help them. The things that stayed the same was that if we have D's or F's, we're on probation still, we still gotta do AR, & we do our daily jobs. We did more events than first quarter I know that for sure, busy all the time, we still have group leaders of course. And I think that's all I remember. If there's anything I realize, I'll add it.
Highlight of this whole quarter was secret Santa tbh. We just did secret Santa today and it was so fun. I was the last person to give my gift to Petriese or hope , Taven wasn't at school so he couldn't give his person her gift. I grabbed my present, walked over to Petriese then went over to hope to making Petriese think I was her secret Santa LOL, I feel bad. we ate good food too! my secret Santa was Kaylyn, thank you so much again I never been so happy to see the gift I wanted before like that LOL. This activity brought so many smiles to majority of the leadership students, I enjoyed it so much. Hopefully I'll spend another secret Santa with leadership for another time.
Lesson learned of the whole quarter would be to learn from our mistakes. This quarter I made mistakes that shouldn't be made and made mistakes that can apply to my life now. I learned to not get my hopes too high and that I'm living in the thought and imagination of somebody caring and loving as if we we're something. We make mistakes, we should learn from them. Been through so much this quarter and I'm still wondering how I'm able to still function normally when too many crap is going on in my head, and I'm the one who keeps telling myself to believe. "Be careful what you believe" I really don't wana believe anything. But yeah, this quarter was great but shitty (excuse my language).
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