LAST WEEK OF 2ND QUARTER

WOWOWOWOW, second quarter went by so fast and it makes me sad that it's halfway through the school year already because now it's the 2nd semester. ending the first semester was so stressful omg, trying to keep my grades up for about the last few days of the quarter was so hard. but im glad I'm trying to keep my goal as motivation for me to accomplish it at the end of this school year. By 3rd quarter, I told myself I wouldn't procrastinate anymore so let's see if that'll work out. Also, I'll try to dedicate my time equally among my priorities because I need to prioritize my responsibilities. But anyways, this week was very interesting and small kine hectic I would say. This week, my period was working CCTV which means we'll be working Music when we come back so I gotta remind them to do the playlists. Some of the intriguing things that happened this week was that we had secret Santa & the luncheon which was a lot of bonding tbh although Kaya wasn't there. Also we had the winter fair which I managed to show up last minute but was able to cover ALL my shifts. 

highlights of the week would be the winter fair, this is an annual event that's one of the memorable events happened at ilima. I love the winter fair so much but this time of the year, I barely participated in anything compared to last year..which reminds me that I got to involve myself more in social activities.

lesson learned would be to chase after what you desire. If you're eager to get what you want, think about whether you NEED it in your life. If it's a desire for you to benefit your life, chase after it to gain the victorious feeling of bettering yourself

okay so my experience of secret Santa was pretty gee' LOL, my secret Santa was Kaya and she had to attend to a family emergency so it kinda sucked to not receive my gift from her but everything went hella good. Also, the person I was giving my gift to was shayanne, it made me feel so good that she really liked the present I got her because I'm assuming she wanted it for a very long time because she kept telling me thank you after 😂😂 I'm just really glad she liked it and I'm very grateful that Kaya got me the same exact present j got for shayanne LOL. A pink lokai. But not only the receiving and giving part was my highlight but it was when Mr. Ing had Deriecka for secret Santa because last year, Deriecka had Mr. Ing for secret Santa which was a coincidence. 

13 more days until Christmas Day 🤗

okay wow so Christmas is coming up so fast and the secret Santa luncheon is coming up next week. I'm actually pretty happy the week went by fast because winter break is here but I'm so frustrated with the work that's due and I'm ending this quarter with an unsatisfied GPA 🙄 I'm supposed to be getting a 4.0 this quarter but the work that's piled up on me, makes me hate 2nd quarter. but other than that, this week went smoothly by the jobs which was IDs for my period. next week we have TV. majority of the days we had soccer shootout so I was busy designating everyone a class for the class to have a designated to participate. But it was so fun to have free time and play around with the fellow leadership folks because we really did do some bonding although the class is sorta splitting up into their own "paths". it's really sad to think about how this year is already ending. I'm almost going to graduate and I don't think I'm ready for high school. But this week was hella bomb because I got to go ISA bowling with 7 more people and me and Kaya won for the 8th grade girls achievement for having the highest average score or something like that. But I do feel like I got a lot closer to few of my classmates in leadership, although sometimes I feel like strangling most of them LOL. 

highlight of my week would be the ISA bowling day. it would be that day because that was when me and Kaya got really competitive towards each other and it was such a funny day to share the other lane with the 7th grade Waianae boys because they were cracking up jokes with us while flirting. Then I got a lot of compliments which made me feel good about myself. But not only that, I got to reunite with some of my elementary friends that somewhat recognized me that I haven't seen in so long. but one of them didn't seem so surprised to see me, which sorta sucked because I was so happy to see her. 

lesson learned would be to appreciate the little things. yes this applies to my boyfriend or relationship because although we're busy most of the time, we always find ways to do things for one another. and that's what I love about me and him because although we have tight schedules, we always make the best of it even when we're not suppose to be with each other at certain places LOL. but god damn, spending just a few hours with him made my day, just admiring his presence as I watch him do the goofiest things that make me laugh. It's amazing to think about how we ended up being together, because goddamn it was complicated at first. But I'm glad to be his girlfriend.

Next 2x for display board

next things I wana discuss about my display board would be my yellows and my magic notes. I wana present my yellows because they have been with me for two years already and I wore it through many memorable events that'll be unforgettable. Although I didn't get to wear my yellow(s) during the retreat, I'll still remember the first time that I did when I was just a 7th grader in period 5. Also, it brings up good memories when I would have "trouble"'with my yellow...but also, my magic notes. I've had my magic notes for a very long time, ever since the last retreat and I still have my new ones from the start when I became an 8th grader as a group leader for 3 seventh graders. All those compliments I ever gotten still warms my heart and makes me feel good about myself. those are the memorable moments I had once in a long time from smiling genuinely at. 

DISASTER WEEK 4 ME!!!!!

Now for this blog, it's really gonna be a brief summary of this week since there wasn't that much stuff that went on that was entertaining for me to talk about. My period had MUSIC this week so we managed to finish all the playlists with the right amount of songs to play every single day. I'm starting to lose motivation as this year is about to go by, I really am just wanting to end the quarter already by its hard when I'm trying to keep up my grades and knowing there's other stuff that has to be done as in jobs related 🙄 but then again, I signed up for leadership for partially the reason to help me get back on track with the things I need to keep intact. but yes, my grades are looking very awful right now. I just haven't been turning in assignments on time and I'm scared its gonna stay like that because I've been so busy lately and I've been very forgetful, I usually have to have a reminder with me so I can remember what to do. But not only did my grades for 2 classes go down but my very important social studies project is due on Thursday and me and my partner are partially done and I think we're procrastinating big time. That's why I've been turning in blogs late because I'm trying to catch up with all my work but I've been busy lately going out with my family that I never had the time to finish up some loose ends of my work. so yes, this quarter had been the toughest I had at ilima yet so I'm hoping I'm able to get back on track soon and start motivating myself where I use to be because I know damn well I'm not gonna tolerate my GPA to be like that and especially procrastinate a lot. haw, something tells me that high school is gonna be hard. this week has been chaos for me to be honest because of the work piling up for each class. 

highlight of my week would be celebrating my sister's birthday. Yes my sister mms birthday has past because she finally turned 16, she's getting older obviously as the years go by but I also came across old pictures of us when we were younger which made me a little sad because those were the memories where we both care free and spent every little time we had together just to make the best of each day. We were close when we were little but as we got older, our bond hasn't been intact like it use to be and now all we've been lately was more focused on school or other responsibilities just to get the outcome we dream of for our future. life goes on so this moment hit me hard realizing it's the not same as it use to be when I was younger. 

lesson learned would be to not procrastinate with assignments that's are very important because they will take a big chunk of your grade if you were to miss the assignment or just not do it. I hate turning in things late because that means I haven't been focused on few of my priorities. I tend to put other things first before I do something which I should learn from because now that the quarter is coming to an end, I just want to get through the whole "thing". But then again, I shouldn't run away from work that's piling up. so from then, next week my objective is to get in all my late assignments turned in and finish all my assignments that's due this week. 

 

*sorry for the late blog, just woke up @1:20 ish am*

this week was short so please excuse the short blog and everything. This week, my period was in charge of TV I believe and I happened to go on CCTV on Tuesday which was with Gabby aka Gabster. Kaya & Ari was on Monday while Kaya & Caity was on Wednesday. Very good start off except there was this miscommunication on Monday which should've been my responsibility to check up on them before anything, I thought I could trust them being alone and doing everything as normal since it is half of the school year. other than the daily job routine, my week so far in my classes was so..idk. I can't explain it and it frustrates me because all the work I'm being piled with, I barely have time to do the stuff I wana do in my free time. and for AR, I had a lot of time to read and get books but I've been pretty busy with everything this 2nd quarter and I have no clue if I can keep up, I'm scared of losing my recognition at the end of the year which sucks. Also, I have other priorities that I have to deal with which is making it harder for me to multi-task. But not only that, we have orientation coming up so we're practicing right now which gives me hardly any time to finish the work I have to finish in the morning. As of a person I am in the leadership class, I put this class before anything even if it means I have to give up some of my time. What sucks is that I wish I knew an easier way to prioritize my time which would make it easier for me to do everything I'm responsible of. 

highlight of this week would be thanksgiving of course because I got to have time spent with my family although the day consisted of prepping the food. although we didn't go to any family related events, we did spend thanksgiving alone to accompany each other and appreciate just "us" since we've been going out with other family members for the holidays. more family bonding was needed. 

lesson learned would be treat others the way you want to be treated. in this case, I've been treating people as if they don't belong in my life. I feel bad knowing I'm giving them the impression of me not wanting them there for me, I'm just an independent person and sometimes it sucks being able to depend on yourself knowing you don't have anyone to go to.  Loneliness is what changes my mood to be more of a less "Tiana". I love being around people doing something to keep me going, to keep me motivated. I realized I need to work on motivating myself to be the highlight of someone's day by doing something that'll make them smile or maybe even catch up with them on some new stuff. 

rainy week

okay so this week my period had ID's and iPod. most of the time we were all productive during our classes. It was rainy most of the week at the end but I liked it because it was cold ((: but other than that all my classes was boring LOL we did the usual things in class and nothing any new tbh. other than there was a black out on Friday which almost resulted us to end school early, I wish the power didn't come on in time. but ugh, I need to finish AR!!! I keep slacking and now I have a D for HR because I didn't read or take any tests, I use to like reading but not until I was forced into reading what I enjoyed so the spirit of doing it multiple times just killed at what I specialized in my free time. But in the meantime I catched up with my show on TVD and omg, there's so much that has happened and its like wow. but track is coming up and hopefully it won't rain on Monday because I really wana run. other than that, I have to finish this dumb social studies project but I can't finish it if the teacher keeps assigning dumb ass hw for the class that's taking up our time if her intentions is suppose to make us finish the project on time. but not only that but English is started to be a drag and all the stuff we're doing is outta place and it's like it doesn't matter to any of us anymore. then with science, we're just doing whatever and the class has gotten outta control like usual which is starting to irritate me. 

highlight of my week would be two days ago because I got to spend time with my siblings. we barely have any days to bond so I got time alone to be with them. although my brother had work and one of my sisters stayed home it was a successful day with a few of them because I got to enjoy the whole day with them.

lesson learned would be know your priorities. prioritize what's important to you rather than slacking off majorly. know your worth in things and be who you are because in the end of stressing to be a perfectionist, you'll lose yourself in the process of doing what you do best.

okay so I'm sorry for the delay of this blog, I own up to the lateness of this blog. I was out on Friday for the competition and I ended up sleeping over my friend's house which resulted in me sleeping the whole day LOL. but anyways, this week was hectic and unexpected tbh. I'm trying to type really fast but my friend keeps texting me talking about the AVID hw ugh, I hate AVID. speaking of AVID, we're doing this SLP and it has to do about contributing to the community. but other than that, my group had music this week, although there was a little swearing in the songs, we managed to not make it big as a habit. this week we had progress report come out and I had a 3.8, better than anything lower than that tbh but I rather have a 4.0. this week was killing me knowing I could possibly be on tutoring or probation, but speaking of that I need to read for AR. ugh. there wasn't really  any meaningful things happened this week other than that my nephew turned 5 this week, on veteran's day. at least I was off on his birthday but I never went in the water when we went White Plains. Thinking about how my nephew turned 5 made me think about how I'm growing up so fast and my life is being stripped away from me quickly, by then I'll be graduating and off to high school. 

highlight of my week would be going to the dance competition for royale prodigies! I loved watching them perform, they were ultimately one of my best performances I have watched. they at least deserved 3rd place, they were better than Kalakaua. 

lesson learned would be think things through before you do it. you have to anticipate when you do something. you have to be considerate of people's surroundings knowing how it'll impact them in the long run.

Magic note would be when someone told me how I'm like a sister to them and that they really appreciate me in their life, I never what typa impact I had on that certain person and they reassured me what I am to them