this week was short so please excuse the short blog and everything. This week, my period was in charge of TV I believe and I happened to go on CCTV on Tuesday which was with Gabby aka Gabster. Kaya & Ari was on Monday while Kaya & Caity was on Wednesday. Very good start off except there was this miscommunication on Monday which should've been my responsibility to check up on them before anything, I thought I could trust them being alone and doing everything as normal since it is half of the school year. other than the daily job routine, my week so far in my classes was so..idk. I can't explain it and it frustrates me because all the work I'm being piled with, I barely have time to do the stuff I wana do in my free time. and for AR, I had a lot of time to read and get books but I've been pretty busy with everything this 2nd quarter and I have no clue if I can keep up, I'm scared of losing my recognition at the end of the year which sucks. Also, I have other priorities that I have to deal with which is making it harder for me to multi-task. But not only that, we have orientation coming up so we're practicing right now which gives me hardly any time to finish the work I have to finish in the morning. As of a person I am in the leadership class, I put this class before anything even if it means I have to give up some of my time. What sucks is that I wish I knew an easier way to prioritize my time which would make it easier for me to do everything I'm responsible of.
highlight of this week would be thanksgiving of course because I got to have time spent with my family although the day consisted of prepping the food. although we didn't go to any family related events, we did spend thanksgiving alone to accompany each other and appreciate just "us" since we've been going out with other family members for the holidays. more family bonding was needed.
lesson learned would be treat others the way you want to be treated. in this case, I've been treating people as if they don't belong in my life. I feel bad knowing I'm giving them the impression of me not wanting them there for me, I'm just an independent person and sometimes it sucks being able to depend on yourself knowing you don't have anyone to go to. Loneliness is what changes my mood to be more of a less "Tiana". I love being around people doing something to keep me going, to keep me motivated. I realized I need to work on motivating myself to be the highlight of someone's day by doing something that'll make them smile or maybe even catch up with them on some new stuff.
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