short blog

imma make this blog a quickie sooooo, this week I wasn't really feeling good and have been up and down about my emotions lately. This week I did go to the LDSC meeting on Wednesday then went to jessdabest with Shayna and them. my period had music this week so we had to make the playlist last week, next week we have IPod so I can't forget to

make the playlist for next week. Hopefully

my girls remember that. anyways, I've been stressed out about my grades lately and have been in and out of it recently. like at the same i don't care but then I do, jahhhhh feel¿ I was absent on Tuesday because on Monday I didn't feel good so I didn't go to school. I went to the doctors and I had weird news like they were saying I had a virus or something and I would have to

recover from that from my immune system. weird but that was the day before and now I'm feeling much better. anyways, during classes there wasn't nothing much going on. I'm not gonna explain everything that happened in my classes because I don't wana bore you but you get the point of me basically tryna pass.

highlight of my week would be going to the Halloween carnival with Emma and my family. it's the only night I got to hang out to be honest and have some freedom because this whole week I didn't feel like doing anything, I felt so lazy honestly and I hate that feeling that I don't wana do anything. but yeah.

lesson learned would be perseverance of the week. although times get rough and you feel like not caring, don't give up and always care knowing that later on you might regret it if you don't. focus on things that you know that will change your future for the good. 

the magic note I would like to share would be something similar to "you're really pretty and mature for your age", there was more to it but I can't remember the rest. this boosted my self-esteem and confidence level because I got to think highly of myself for once to know how someone feels about me who barely knows me personally. 

1st weekly blog of 2nd quarter

okay so this week was short for me but seemed to last really long for me. I only came to school 3/5 days I was gone. imma just cut to the chase and say that I did a service learning project in avid, I learned about the Pythagorean therum (sp?) in algebra, I took a test in social studies based on these 7 rules thingy, then in English I watched a movie and I have to identify the hero's journey while we give our story books feedback. in science we just went over more of stars, and more of the process of planets or whatever. lol my bad if this blog is sloppy, I'm not in the mood. like I haven't been myself lately and it sucks because I'm more indecisive than ever. I'm sad lol. but we flag football throughout the week and it's so hot, awh. I got darker from Friday which sucks. also, I'm the ref for flag football and I gotta make sure they're playing correctly in a way. but my job my period this week was TV, same ol' stuff we do

highlight of my week would be going to haunted plantation last minute with a group of friends. our group going in was really long because we had extra people jumping in our line. it was hella funny and I wished I stayed longer to cruise around but I know it's scary there at night. me and my friend nahe were singing songs and dancing so that kept us occupied most of the time. it was funny because I felt as if I was pissing off the monsters with nahe 😂😂 but it was a fun night.

lesson learned would be, know what you want before you get yourself into it. lately I've been thinking what typa actions I've been making and it really sucks because I'm starting to think I wish some events in my life didn't happen. idk. it's hard to explain.

1st quarter blog

Of course I started back in summer work days in the beginning where everybody was still getting to know each other and before we had the additional 3 people we have now. I got to meet Arianne and Caitlyn that happened to be in my period after I find out a few days before we started summer work days. Although I was iffy with my period how it'll do, it came to turn out that as of right now, they're doing excellent as a whole together. Never doubt one another that you need to depend on most of the time. Especially since I was the person who became the only group leader without another group leader in their period, I did have some doubts and future predictions of obstacles. But as time past in the summer work days, I realized that my members weren't really paying attention to the jobs I was teaching them how to do before schedule pick-up so that made me worried and I made them work on the job by themselves as I watched to check their learning. They would participate and help out with the things we needed to get done and was able to finish the job effectively and well. Also, I found one of my closest friends I met in AVID and recommended her to join leadership since we were also looking for more people in leadership. I was there for the interview and everything, as always she was anxious and had doubt she made it in. But she did make it into leadership and was put into my period as I welcome another 8th grader into leadership. which makes 2x 8th graders per period. Later on the school year, we came across gabby which did later on joined in. I was surprised she made it in because I did know her from elementary from past experiences we ran into each other with. Other than that, everything is going smoothly and my period is doing a good job from my perspective. strengths we have is staying on task, able to eliminate distractions, listen carefully, being conscientious and etc. Also for weaknesses, we take awhile to do one thing to make it "perfect" or to make sure it's fine, we have to ask to repeat something in order to understand, we lack in being productive most of the time, our bond together isn't as close as I want it to be. 

highlights of the quarter would have to be when majority of the leadership class went on adventure recently which was a weeko ago or two weeks ago. that was fun yet dangerous and risky. as I talk about it, it is personal but it did make me feel more closer to some people who I thought I wouldn't get close to. It was powerful, radiate, good vibes flowing that night which is why I loved it. also, when we went to the field trip to the ala moana beach park. the field trip was a bonding thing I believe which made us hang out more and sorta figure out what type of person everyone was over there. other than that, not many highlights did happen that lightended my mood  throughout the quarter. one of the many lowlights I had faced was working under pressure during this last week of school left as it comes down to me debating to go retreat and keeping my grades up. 

lesson learned would have to be procrastination isn't key. I have to improve on doing my work right away instead of when it needs to be due. Also, I've been lacking in turning in my stuff last minute and sometimes I'll turn it in when it's overdue and too late. I have to remind myself daily to not forget something. I am a forgetful person so it's a habit for something to come in the way of me remembering something important. Next quarter I'll like to improve on that although I say it plenty of times, I really want to try to work on this obstacle.

things I need to work on is like I said in the last paragraph about me completing things on time rather than later. if I do complete things later than it should originally be completed by, it'll all fall on me and make me stress out even more knowing I'm out of time. But also, to remember more things instead of being forgetful. It's hard for me to remember stuff so I'll like to send more alarms to em alert me when there's something I need to address. especially when I'm doing a job and I come up with stuff last minute , that needs to change ASAP because it'll all come back to me later on and karma will go around. 

bizzy weekkkkk

This week had a few things that consisted important such as Homeroom rep meeting. throughout the week, my period and I had control of music. same daily routine, create the playlist about 15-20 songs and post it. Also we did have the parent night on Wednesday, last minute but the cafe did fill up but only the tables. had to participate in it and speak in front of the audience to acknowledge our existence and what we do. that same night was so fun, I felt as if I got closer to some of the people in leadership. Adventures will forever be a thing I'll enjoy doing, especially with good company. other than that, in my core classes we do the same thing like always. learn. obviously based on the subject but this time some of the stuff I'm learning is being extended through next class periods of the same class. for an example, for social studies we're doing this Amendment meaning project and it's taking up 2 class periods. things like that have been going on and I'm assuming that we're not having enough time to finish certain things like that. But I am stressing so much about my grades, like always at the end of the quarter. I'm trying to get a 4.0 by the end of this quarter to have a good start off this school year but things have been being Inputted and squeezed into my grade check thing where I'm forcing myself to improve my grade. what scares me the most is having a bad grade and not being able to fix it last minute will come back around and prevent me from going to retreat.

highlight of this week would be parent night. its parent night because I got to experience a very last minute event and got to know how it feels to be worked under pressure. Also, I went on an adventure with some of the leadership family. some of them had to go so it was only few of us left to do whatever we want and explore that same night. Although that same night I ended it with having "pain", idk if you'll say being itchy is pain. it was fun though, I never went on a night adventure in a long time. nights like these is when I appreciate it the most.

lesson learned is to not procrastinate. procrastination is one of the few obstacles I face in my daily life. it's a habit that's hard to break for me due to all the work I constantly get day by day. But I do stay up late and dedicate my time just to complete it. My amount of motivation for my work is way below than what I can do. I still manage to get things done and completed but it's about the time I have left to finish it by. I try to dedicate my time to my work but it's been so hard for me lately now that I've been more busy. I need to learn how to manage my time more effieciently. 

"sharlicious"

this week went by really fast to be honest. My leadership had to do TV for the week, and it was stressful. I really don't have anything meaningful to say because I feel too heartless lol. but during 1st period we learned how to make boba, we also covered over our talent during the last period. 4th period was algerbra, we did a review on our sections based on what we learned throughout the week. 3rd period we got into a pairs to finish a worksheets. we did throughout the class periods and took notes. 2nd period we did a gummy bear lab and observed what would happen if we would leave it overnight. 5th period we finished our AVID project then now we're working Cornell Notes. 6th period we're trying to finish our hero's archetype. 

highlight of the week would be today when I got to spend time with my mama and sister. I actually had a bonding moment with them after in awhile when we started to drift. it felt good to sit down with them and actually talk about personal deep things. 

lesson learned would be, own up to the shit you did wrong instead of denying it over and over again. you'll later on dwell on your mistakes and regrets later by your actions. for me, I tend to care about people's happiness more than me. I put people before me and that's where I think I go wrong with myself because i don't worry about myself as often.

rainy days

okay so this week only lasted 4/5 days of the weekdays since there was a holiday on Monday. but anyways, my period for leadership worked at the IDs today and I had to split one person from my group to help out another period since the group leaders couldn't work. other than that, everything went smoothly but stressful "outside" of the classroom. apparently I had to cut off negativity from my life so I eliminated 2 people that I decided who shouldn't be in my life. also, my classes was somewhat not intriguing except leadership when we did have run into some silly business. HR was the best on Friday, teared up from laughing so much about hearing Mr. Ing's niece's bookmark drawings. but during my classes we did go over Internet safety rules in avid. we even did this art project based on it so I worked in a group with Jaelyn and Tina. we finished our poster on time to have a gallery walk. also, during science we went over a lot based on the earth's gravity and etc. but during social studies was more note taking this week for tests afterwards that we took. then during algerbra we're learning more about "real numbers". then during English we're also engrossing ourselves more about the hero archetype journey thing. I'm almost done with what needs to be completed but we're slowly doing it altogether.

highlight of my week would be Friday again because I got to spend it with good vibes and great company. I'm glad I got to be around my closest friends before the week ended and the weekend decided to start taking away the ability for me to see my friends. not only that but I got have a vent session with one of my best friends who helped me open up my eyes more clearer about what I've been going through. thank god for people like her who still looks out for me when nobody else has.

lesson learned is to distinguish the people from your life who cause great damage mentally and emotionally. Decide based upon whether people should stay or leave, but if they don't wana stay then there's your answer that you no long need them. don't fight for someone who no longer wants to be around as much as you want to for them. Although things get bumpy within your life, know your worth and never settle for anything less than what you deserve. Appreciate yourself while people just watch you feel confident in what you do. 

cheers to the 3 day weekend

sorry for the lateness of my blog, I was out for a party for my brother. anyways, this week was crazy and fun tbh! this was the best week yet since school started. since its hurricane season it's been raining, I like that it's been raining because it's better than sweating in heat. also I got to get closer with some friends. Like on Friday, it was pouring so much! the school looked flooded tbh, I'm surprised we weren't excused to leave early. Walking through the flood on Friday was a hassle but it was fun HAHAH. I'm such a weird person tbh because I like rain so much but I'm scared of lightening and thunder. but the job for the week my period had was music. This job went smoothly but nobody posted their playlist for their day, it was only Kaya so I was dissappointed in that. other than that, this week was good. during leadership, we spent majority of our time on our yearbook theme, turns out that my theme was voted for the best. during science, we worked on mostly what happens when the earth orbits around the sun and etc. during social studies, we took notes based on the colonies and took a test right after. then during math, we had a test and practices throughout the week to see how well we understand the topics so far. during avid, we started an Internet Safety Rules Project so we're getting started on that but we also did Socratic seminar about the Mexican border. and for English, we just watched a movie then reviewed on it.

highlight of my day would be Friday. it was friday because during school it was a relaxing day and it was raining hard that it made it fun to be at school AHAHAH. plus I got to hang out with my closest friends and we stayed out late doing whatever. Not only that but I got to confess something to my parent dive been wanting to get off my chest for about a week, it didn't bother them. also I got to hangout with keaho and Kaya for but and finally seen her mom in so long. Kaya's mom is so funny and nice, I like the way she is.

lesson learned would be prioritize. priorities come first and we have responsibilities to take care of. You got to know what's important before something, because then the distraction will get in the way of you accomplishing something.