short blog

imma make this blog a quickie sooooo, this week I wasn't really feeling good and have been up and down about my emotions lately. This week I did go to the LDSC meeting on Wednesday then went to jessdabest with Shayna and them. my period had music this week so we had to make the playlist last week, next week we have IPod so I can't forget to

make the playlist for next week. Hopefully

my girls remember that. anyways, I've been stressed out about my grades lately and have been in and out of it recently. like at the same i don't care but then I do, jahhhhh feel¿ I was absent on Tuesday because on Monday I didn't feel good so I didn't go to school. I went to the doctors and I had weird news like they were saying I had a virus or something and I would have to

recover from that from my immune system. weird but that was the day before and now I'm feeling much better. anyways, during classes there wasn't nothing much going on. I'm not gonna explain everything that happened in my classes because I don't wana bore you but you get the point of me basically tryna pass.

highlight of my week would be going to the Halloween carnival with Emma and my family. it's the only night I got to hang out to be honest and have some freedom because this whole week I didn't feel like doing anything, I felt so lazy honestly and I hate that feeling that I don't wana do anything. but yeah.

lesson learned would be perseverance of the week. although times get rough and you feel like not caring, don't give up and always care knowing that later on you might regret it if you don't. focus on things that you know that will change your future for the good. 

the magic note I would like to share would be something similar to "you're really pretty and mature for your age", there was more to it but I can't remember the rest. this boosted my self-esteem and confidence level because I got to think highly of myself for once to know how someone feels about me who barely knows me personally.