overwhelming week 4 me

so this week was only 4 days and I'm really disappointed in myself for not going track practice, but priorities first before any sport ✊. I've been overwhelmed with this week, so many things happened and Friday has been the one of my highlights. Tuesday's periods were 3,5,1,2. Wednesday's periods were 4,2,6. Thursday's periods were 5,1,3. Friday's periods were 2,4,6,1. Surprisingly, I went to 3 out of the 4 days of school since I became sick really quick. Geezus, I disliked Wednesday I guess since I got in trouble 2 times but afterschool was gee' tbh. I didn't come to Thursday btw, on Wedneday I couldn't stop coughing or having the urge to throw up and the health room lady was such a b!tch. but anyways, 1st period which is AVID. in AVID, I only went to 2 days which is Tuesday and Friday and we worked on our time management booklet then we played an activity called Banana. 2nd period, math, we worked on UPS check (understand,play,solve, double check). 3rd period, we did a worksheet based on the Galapagos animals. 4th period, social studies, we presented our mini project based on our foreigners and I had missionaries then we corrected our vocab/map test (but I didn't do it since I got everything correct) and we we did an activity about asking questions and answering questions. 5th period, we worked on our orientation dance that's about Taiwanese. 6th period, we started on our "role model" project and finished up some of our research. 

highlight of week would the interview tbh. that day, nothing went through my mind, my brain was fried and already done with school. when it finally came to afterschool, I freaked out and panicked and decided I didn't wana do it. the group leaders came to come and get me so that I can interview, honestly, I cried thinking that I wouldn't be good enough or the things that I were to show them wasn't what they expected. I had a mental breakdown before I went through with whatever they were coming at me, one of my biggest risks I ever took in leadership. the questions they asked me, I wasn't ready for it so I stuttered and didn't really answer the questions in my opinion. most of the time, I tried breathing calmly realizing that I can't turn back now. I'm really glad I did my interview, at the end, they told me I could come back for 8th grade as a group leader and that made me relieved! I wanted to become a group leader badly. 

lesson learned of this week would be take risks and don't give up. We're going to stumble across obstacles and barriers but that'll just make us stronger for what the future holds for us, think positive and think thoroughly how you want your future to be. the biggest risk would be not taking one, how would you know the outcome if you didn't decide to take a risk? as the days go by, you learn more about yourself as you observe and you can tell yourself if you're willing to do somehing. Be persistent in what you do, set goals for yourself and make that the motivation of why you're doing something. 

science yooooo' 😎✊ 

4 day week of school had me hella weak

I'm really tired and sore from track and I only went to one practice! ugh. it's hard for me to go since I'm having trouble finding out who I could catch ride or stay at for now. but I really need to start going often and find a suitable transportation since my track meet is coming up soon, dang. anyways, I'll make this blog long. this week was only 4 days of school, we had Presidents' Day on Monday. Tuesday's periods were 3,5,1,&4. Wednesday's was 4,6,2. Thursday's was 5,1,3. Friday's periods were 6,2,4,3. I had my social studies teacher in 4th period for 3 days this week omg, I hated it so much because all we do is be quiet and never get time for ourselves. but anyways, I'll tell you what my day consisted of during school. 1st period is AVID, Mrs. wert. during 1st period, I only had her once so we had a binder check and turned in our goal setting reflection and worked on our time management booklet. 2nd period, I have Mr. Barayuga which is my math teacher. We didn't have homework for him this week which was such a relief, whew. but in period 2, we did our unit 5 test and learned about inequalities. science, which is 3rd period (Mrs. Akimoto/Ms. Salazar). during 3rd period we watched a video for SBAC during CCLM and cruised for the rest of the period on Friday but on Wedneday when I had her, we did a packet based on this cricket thing of the strongest and weakest.  4th period, holy geezballs I had Ms. Liu ugh. I really dislike my 4th period class, it's my SS and I don't enjoy it. We worked on this mini project for 2 days worth of class time and it was about the foreigners that came to Oceania, I had Missionaries. 5th period which is leadership, Mr. Ing. I had no classes this week for 5th period since I was on a FT and there was a volleyball game so Mr.ing had to be there, but I did go to Mr. barayuga's during 5th period and did some organizing with my binder. lastly, 6th period is my English // Ms. Carbonero. we did a mini prep about the SBAC and I'm not looking forward to it tbh and we went to the computer lab to do some research based on our legendary leader who inspired/changed the way of our living such as Rosa Parks or Martin Luther King Jr., I'm doing Rosa Parks since a lot of people have MLK. but that's it for the week, and on Wednesday I went to track for the FULL practice. I really need to get back at running for practice so that my body won't get tired that much like rn. 

highlight of my week would be going to the 7-2 FT to this nature wildlife center in town. I finally went on a FT with my team 😅 I always forget to turn in my form early or I don't get a notice from anybody, so I'm glad my teachers ask me now if I have a form yet. during our Field trip, we got to catch all types of underwater animals like shrimp and different types of fish, we got to go on a scavenger hunt then we learned how to build a solar oven and learned more about global warming. We also learned that most human convenient things are inspired by nature like the Velcro is inspired by the pokey stuff that stick onto you. my converse got messed up from the FT, I was sliding into the stream and Jacob barely helped me 😂💆 smh and sienna kept pushing me and grabbing me into the stream then when I was tryna fish, chad made me slip and my foot fell in the water, never let me fish that close to the water like I did over there. it was a nice getaway FT tbh, a mini hike to explore all around and enjoy nature was the best since I'm an outsider person. 

lesson learned would be, always be there for the person no matter what the sh!t they do cos when you fvcked up, they were by your side no matter what. memories will always be there, nothing can change it. words don't really change a person, actions do. I'm the jealous type sbi. I care a lot, I really do. I'm the type who would still be there for a person if they were to screw up. but I guess there's people out there who won't care about you anymore since they have "new" friends and totally replaced your friendship with theirs. js but I knew you longer and understood you when nobody didn't, we've been through a hell of ups and downs. we managed to pull through the other times and I guess this time isn't that time anymore. you do your thing babygirl' I ain't stoppin' you. wana ignore me?that tells me where we stand. it's either you're wit' me or naah, I ain't down for anybody that's gonna be a flake. 

awks tongue af and blurry pics ftw, whateves 💓

HAPPY VALENTINES DAYYY 💖

**EXCUSE THE DELAY, MY PHONE ISMT TURNING ON SO I COULDNT ACCESS BLOGGER RIGHT AWAY**
Oh my god, my phone isn't turning on. Ugh. The struggle of having an old phone that glitches too much. So rn, I'm using my mom's phone to type my blog. Since I can't really make this long, imma sum up my week. 1st period, we did Time log. Time log is when we limit our hours/time for certain events that occur, it's a log for us to stay on task. 2nd period, we learned about opposite integers. Opposites cancel each other, which is very important to remember when subtracting/adding and multiplying/dividing numbers using negatives. 3rd period, we learned and focused on adaptations. We took a lot of CN and took a test before we could go on our next lesson. 4th period, we worked on our fantasy island project which took up 3 of our class times, we got to share on Monday and the other half of us shared on Wednesday. Friday, we worked on our Vocab and learned more about Cook. 5th period, we got to clean up A102 and it was mostly study hall, I got to finish some of my work which really benefitted me, it was sorta awkward because of this one person but I won't let her interfere with my learning. 6th period we focused on our upcoming project, our role model/ leader that inspired us. We did research on that person and I'm doing Rosa Parks since a lot of people are doing Martin Luther Ling Jr... But this week was cute tbh, I really enjoyed Friday since I got to spend it with someone special.

Highlight of my week would be going to Julia and Hope's house. It was first time over there this week and we got really close. our bond is way stronger now and we're close than ever, we understand each other about our situations we're going. I also got to meet angel, she's hella cool and shill. I heard that she thinks she's all that but she really isn't, I really like her. And during my visits, I got to see my boyfriend, which was really funny what happened recently cos he got icy hot in his eye 😂😂. Wow, my mom's phone types really slow and is ruining my time thing. And the weirdest things happened cos the way Nahe acting lol, he's really funny. He made me laugh so much, I was on the verge of peeing LOLOL omg.

Lesson learned would ignore the negativity. This week, I tried getting over something but it got worse because I heard they're spreading rumors that ain't even true. That person is giving me a bad reputation and won't give the chance of other people to get to know me, which is so irritating. Honestly, they need to mind their own business and not start shizzz. I like how they can act fake about how they text, try to change the way they text so the other person would talk to them and stuff. HAHA, I told his chick about her. But anyways, it's been really bothering me to the point where I shouldn't care. She's not worth my time to be talking to. I gotta keep in mind to ignore what's going on that's negative and think positive, hope for the best and be humble. 🙏

interesting weekkk

geez, this week went by fast. I'm really not in the mood to do blogs since I'm stressing about something 💆 ahh. but anyways, this week was more of layback typa' week for me. 1st period, we peer graded our CFAs and our CFA. 2nd period, we learned about one-step equations and two-step equations, I has trouble with the diagrams but I managed to solve the problems. 3rd period, we took notes on adaptation behaviors. like A LOT of notes, it lasted the whole class time for every time I had 3rd period. 4th period, we got situated with our map basics and got new partners, I have Mayriel. she talks to much and can't keep focus, it gets hella irritating because I need a partner who would help and she always wants random shii' like a circle with a wave, like no. 5th period, I read my AR book for awhile, and since I had free time to myself, I went on my phone but I helped my Jayde find the pictures for YB. 6th period, we did springboard and started focusing on our role model and watch a movie about Nelson Mandela, I didn't get to watch the first 70-75 minutes of it since I didn't get the form signed. but that's all so far.

highlight of the week would be Friday 😅. Friday because I finally had time to go outside and see someone. it was funny though, somebody did something they weren't suppose to so I was grouchy. they're mad at me rn which sucks booty, I tried apologizing but I guess I'm not worth their time. but I really liked Friday because I got to spend time with someone that was hella special 💁. it's pretty awkward saying who on here since it's my leadership blogggg so. yeah. 

lesson learned would be, stop being a major b. I've been moody lately and I guess the way I've been coming off to people isn't so nice, I'm giving them the wrong impression of myself. which is bad because I don't want people thinking I can't handle shii' and that I'm hella mean, cos honestly I'm a nice person. I barely show I'm nice because certain people deserve my respect. however they treat me, I treat them. yaaa I can be salty, like really salty. if you can't handle me at my worse, you don't deserve me at my best ayy. (I think that's the quote LOL). 

feat. taaylizzle and cheanuuhh. 👸👧👩 (I'm the queen emoji btw ;) ) 

bs bs bs

so like this week has been shi*ty, ugh. some people don't know how to handle stuff which is pretty sad cos I gotta be the mature one and make the move. I turned off my phone for a while since people wana be annoying little stupids, so please excuse the delay of my blog and my attitude in here. but anyways, I gotta talk about school. 1st period, we did choke reflections and it all had to deal with limiting our time. 2nd period, we learned about subtracting negatives with positive numbers. 3rd period, we did a humanoid project typa' thing and took notes for our test about adaptations.

4th period, we worked on our fantasy island project the whole week. 5th period, I worked on the things I needed to finish so like study hall for me. 6th period, we had springboard based on Nelson Mandela. and that's it. but foreal, I've been stressing out this past 2-4 days now. I need to talk about this to someone. people like to assume stuff *cough cough* (you know who you are). 

highlight of my week would be having Mr. windbush as our substitute for AVID. he was hella cool and he made AVID worth going. we did some bomb a'stuff, I got to do a creative/colorful project with Kylee and Kaya. I got marker all over my shirt and arm from Kylee LOL, Kylee is the best. I gotten close to her for the past few weeks. it's never a dull moment when I'm with her. plus, some of my "friends" are bailing on me and decide to ignore me and forget about me. I could care less but being in AVID actually made me smile the whole day. too bad I dont have Mr. windbush again, he made the last day to have him, the best. 

lesson learned would be ask before you assume. recently, I decided to ignore someone and that someone assumed it was about another person so they started telling people that I'm mad and why. BUT, she didn't know why I was mad. and second of all, she shouldn't be telling people our personal business. she can't even text me and fix it, how immature. she basically told people the wrong truth. a few people already know why I was mad *hint hint*. but I tell myself, if they wanted to be in my life they would make an effort. and apparently, they're not so eff it. they're assuming why I'm mad instead of addressing the problem to me and asking why. I give people too many chances and let them take advantage of me. I just want this over already. ugh. 

so lucky there's copy & paste

Tiana has no wifi, so she has to type up her blog & I copy & paste it & post it for her -cheana

I just realized that blogs are due 😅 woops. sooo, I've been having an interesting/rough night. I'm sorta sad about something but why do I even care still?..it's complicated, I guess. ahh. but overall, this week was the bomb. #012115 💁 my fave day. anywaysss, I'll be summarizing what I did this week in class. in 1st period, we worked on time writing and CFA. time writing is when you're given an amount of time and you have to write about a certain topic. in 2nd period, we learned about equations and expressions and my CFA #3. wow, so much CFA(s) in a week. geez. in 3rd period, we learned about DNA and did a mini project on how to construct a double/single helix. in 4th period, we learned about maps and did our CFA. I got a 3, I'm pretty proud of myself but still not satisfied. in 5th period, I worked on my yearbook pages. I was stressing so much this week about the pages, I had a lot of work to do but I finished it on time. in 6th period, we only did our CFA, I didn't get to look at my CFA yet but I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I got a good grade. ugh, struggles. 

highlight of the week would be Wednesday, January 21st. that's the day I was asked out by someone who I was really closed with and who I liked a lot 😅. it was pretty obvi that he was gonna ask me, I got so many hints. 

lesson learned would be that memories last a lifetime. caring about someone atm, but why should I? the memories we made was hella cute/weird/funny but I know that nothing will change. we made a promise and I'm keeping that promise, but you didn't soo that really killed my night. I hope you're doing fine, because idek if I am atm. but yeah, after that one msg I sent, I'll remember the memories. ahh. okay, before I cry while typing this, I'll end it.

No wifi

wow so this week went by really fast. and in my opinion, we were all really sluggish this week. we should all improve the way we act next week because I know we can do better. but anyways, I was stressing a lot this week but still managed to pull through. I'll explain what I did in my periods instead of each day to organize what I did. in 1st period, it's AVID so I did Timed writing for Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. we talked about uniforms, and field trips. in 2nd period, it's math. in math we learned about expressions and we organized our folders and we played a game about what we did on winter break. in 3rd period, it's science. in science, we learned about Asexual and Sexual reproduction and took cornel notes about genes. during 4th period which is social studies, we learned about the islands like Samoa, Polynesia and etc. we also learned about maps. in 5th period, we worked on our yearbook pages. in 6th period, we reviewed our CFA and did a test on the things we learned. although this week was stressful and I'm glad to have the weekend FINALLY, it'll just make me stronger.

highlight of my week would be taking pictures of 7th graders, I was hesitant of taking pictures since I barely go outside and it was really easy and I got out of comfort zone. but I knew I had to take pictures because the yearbook pages are due in less than 5 days and I'm struggling.  💆 but I'll pull through.

lesson learned would be, move on. this week has been so interesting to me and hard but I'll move on from it and realizing that the hardest things in life will make me stronger. 2 people has appeared to come back into my life, I don't understand why. they did the most crappiest things to me and I'll always be the one to forgive. I'll forgive but I'll never forget.