overwhelming week 4 me

so this week was only 4 days and I'm really disappointed in myself for not going track practice, but priorities first before any sport ✊. I've been overwhelmed with this week, so many things happened and Friday has been the one of my highlights. Tuesday's periods were 3,5,1,2. Wednesday's periods were 4,2,6. Thursday's periods were 5,1,3. Friday's periods were 2,4,6,1. Surprisingly, I went to 3 out of the 4 days of school since I became sick really quick. Geezus, I disliked Wednesday I guess since I got in trouble 2 times but afterschool was gee' tbh. I didn't come to Thursday btw, on Wedneday I couldn't stop coughing or having the urge to throw up and the health room lady was such a b!tch. but anyways, 1st period which is AVID. in AVID, I only went to 2 days which is Tuesday and Friday and we worked on our time management booklet then we played an activity called Banana. 2nd period, math, we worked on UPS check (understand,play,solve, double check). 3rd period, we did a worksheet based on the Galapagos animals. 4th period, social studies, we presented our mini project based on our foreigners and I had missionaries then we corrected our vocab/map test (but I didn't do it since I got everything correct) and we we did an activity about asking questions and answering questions. 5th period, we worked on our orientation dance that's about Taiwanese. 6th period, we started on our "role model" project and finished up some of our research. 

highlight of week would the interview tbh. that day, nothing went through my mind, my brain was fried and already done with school. when it finally came to afterschool, I freaked out and panicked and decided I didn't wana do it. the group leaders came to come and get me so that I can interview, honestly, I cried thinking that I wouldn't be good enough or the things that I were to show them wasn't what they expected. I had a mental breakdown before I went through with whatever they were coming at me, one of my biggest risks I ever took in leadership. the questions they asked me, I wasn't ready for it so I stuttered and didn't really answer the questions in my opinion. most of the time, I tried breathing calmly realizing that I can't turn back now. I'm really glad I did my interview, at the end, they told me I could come back for 8th grade as a group leader and that made me relieved! I wanted to become a group leader badly. 

lesson learned of this week would be take risks and don't give up. We're going to stumble across obstacles and barriers but that'll just make us stronger for what the future holds for us, think positive and think thoroughly how you want your future to be. the biggest risk would be not taking one, how would you know the outcome if you didn't decide to take a risk? as the days go by, you learn more about yourself as you observe and you can tell yourself if you're willing to do somehing. Be persistent in what you do, set goals for yourself and make that the motivation of why you're doing something. 

science yooooo' 😎✊