*sorry for the late blog, just woke up @1:20 ish am*

this week was short so please excuse the short blog and everything. This week, my period was in charge of TV I believe and I happened to go on CCTV on Tuesday which was with Gabby aka Gabster. Kaya & Ari was on Monday while Kaya & Caity was on Wednesday. Very good start off except there was this miscommunication on Monday which should've been my responsibility to check up on them before anything, I thought I could trust them being alone and doing everything as normal since it is half of the school year. other than the daily job routine, my week so far in my classes was so..idk. I can't explain it and it frustrates me because all the work I'm being piled with, I barely have time to do the stuff I wana do in my free time. and for AR, I had a lot of time to read and get books but I've been pretty busy with everything this 2nd quarter and I have no clue if I can keep up, I'm scared of losing my recognition at the end of the year which sucks. Also, I have other priorities that I have to deal with which is making it harder for me to multi-task. But not only that, we have orientation coming up so we're practicing right now which gives me hardly any time to finish the work I have to finish in the morning. As of a person I am in the leadership class, I put this class before anything even if it means I have to give up some of my time. What sucks is that I wish I knew an easier way to prioritize my time which would make it easier for me to do everything I'm responsible of. 

highlight of this week would be thanksgiving of course because I got to have time spent with my family although the day consisted of prepping the food. although we didn't go to any family related events, we did spend thanksgiving alone to accompany each other and appreciate just "us" since we've been going out with other family members for the holidays. more family bonding was needed. 

lesson learned would be treat others the way you want to be treated. in this case, I've been treating people as if they don't belong in my life. I feel bad knowing I'm giving them the impression of me not wanting them there for me, I'm just an independent person and sometimes it sucks being able to depend on yourself knowing you don't have anyone to go to.  Loneliness is what changes my mood to be more of a less "Tiana". I love being around people doing something to keep me going, to keep me motivated. I realized I need to work on motivating myself to be the highlight of someone's day by doing something that'll make them smile or maybe even catch up with them on some new stuff. 

rainy week

okay so this week my period had ID's and iPod. most of the time we were all productive during our classes. It was rainy most of the week at the end but I liked it because it was cold ((: but other than that all my classes was boring LOL we did the usual things in class and nothing any new tbh. other than there was a black out on Friday which almost resulted us to end school early, I wish the power didn't come on in time. but ugh, I need to finish AR!!! I keep slacking and now I have a D for HR because I didn't read or take any tests, I use to like reading but not until I was forced into reading what I enjoyed so the spirit of doing it multiple times just killed at what I specialized in my free time. But in the meantime I catched up with my show on TVD and omg, there's so much that has happened and its like wow. but track is coming up and hopefully it won't rain on Monday because I really wana run. other than that, I have to finish this dumb social studies project but I can't finish it if the teacher keeps assigning dumb ass hw for the class that's taking up our time if her intentions is suppose to make us finish the project on time. but not only that but English is started to be a drag and all the stuff we're doing is outta place and it's like it doesn't matter to any of us anymore. then with science, we're just doing whatever and the class has gotten outta control like usual which is starting to irritate me. 

highlight of my week would be two days ago because I got to spend time with my siblings. we barely have any days to bond so I got time alone to be with them. although my brother had work and one of my sisters stayed home it was a successful day with a few of them because I got to enjoy the whole day with them.

lesson learned would be know your priorities. prioritize what's important to you rather than slacking off majorly. know your worth in things and be who you are because in the end of stressing to be a perfectionist, you'll lose yourself in the process of doing what you do best.

okay so I'm sorry for the delay of this blog, I own up to the lateness of this blog. I was out on Friday for the competition and I ended up sleeping over my friend's house which resulted in me sleeping the whole day LOL. but anyways, this week was hectic and unexpected tbh. I'm trying to type really fast but my friend keeps texting me talking about the AVID hw ugh, I hate AVID. speaking of AVID, we're doing this SLP and it has to do about contributing to the community. but other than that, my group had music this week, although there was a little swearing in the songs, we managed to not make it big as a habit. this week we had progress report come out and I had a 3.8, better than anything lower than that tbh but I rather have a 4.0. this week was killing me knowing I could possibly be on tutoring or probation, but speaking of that I need to read for AR. ugh. there wasn't really  any meaningful things happened this week other than that my nephew turned 5 this week, on veteran's day. at least I was off on his birthday but I never went in the water when we went White Plains. Thinking about how my nephew turned 5 made me think about how I'm growing up so fast and my life is being stripped away from me quickly, by then I'll be graduating and off to high school. 

highlight of my week would be going to the dance competition for royale prodigies! I loved watching them perform, they were ultimately one of my best performances I have watched. they at least deserved 3rd place, they were better than Kalakaua. 

lesson learned would be think things through before you do it. you have to anticipate when you do something. you have to be considerate of people's surroundings knowing how it'll impact them in the long run.

Magic note would be when someone told me how I'm like a sister to them and that they really appreciate me in their life, I never what typa impact I had on that certain person and they reassured me what I am to them

Secret Santa Blog

Okay so I'm gonna go simple as possible with these gifts. I don't want much buttttt, I'll list it so it's easier for my secret Santa to see

1. Victoria Secret Gift card ($20)

2. A lokai bracelet (pink preferably-$18)

3. a clear phone case (IPhone 6)

4. earrings (cartilage type-preferably hoop)

okay imma turn in this blog late because I took a long ass nap from 6 pm - 3 am. I was up early in the morning in town and helping my mom at her work assisting the other receptionists so I was really tired when I went home and I guess I took a long nap. other than that, this week was hella busy. we had 2 full busy days which means we missed out on both of our odds and evens. on Thursday was evacuation drill, Campbell assembly, and campus beautification. On Friday, we had ISA for girls softball and boys basketball. I was the timer for the whole thing so I got to blow the air horn at the end eheheheh, until mr.Ing told me it'll explode if I dropped it!!! then I was way more careful with it. but on Thursday for the Campbell assembly, Ms. Kimora let me speak in front of the whole school of Ilima to introduce the Yes To Purpose program. Nikki was so nice and she looked so young and had a teenager mentality, I liked that she was an outgoing  person. but the campus beautification went well and we got everything painted, I got to reunite with some of the group leaders from my 7th grade year and it felt good to see how they were doing, I miss them a lot. I can't wait to go to Campbell and start a new school year and make new friends and hopefully not get lost 🙄. but, this whole school week was a little stressful but not too much for me not to handle which was good enough for me to still do ISA.

highlight of the week would be ISA, it would be ISA because it was interesting having all the schools come down to Ilima and we got to host here on campus. But not only that, I got to see some people I was close in elementary with and they were participating in ISA. Also I got to watch my boyfriend play since he's been wanting me to watch his game as always, bwhaha. but other than that, we had a good bonding day together as leadership and pulled through the whole week of being piled with bunch of activities in 2 days. 

lesson learned would be learn from the first time. I wana speak about this 'lesson' because I believe its important for some of the period members to read this. first of all, learn from your mistakes, don't repeatedly do it over and over. listen carefully and do what your told, then you're able to do what you wana do or need to do. responsibilities and priorities are first, be considerate of others surroundings instead of fooling around and taking leadership as a joke. it all depends on your actions and how YOU GUYS reflect on this class itself. you're seen as role models now for our school, act like it. 

this week, my favorite magic note came from one of the other presidents and it said "good job at being a group leader and helping me with mines to get them straighten out, but also continue being a great role model for my sister because I know she looks up to you than she does to me" that was one of the most heartfelt magic note I have gotten yet, this one really got to me knowing that some people look up to me so I have to act a certain way for them but at the same time being myself. 

Halloweeny

okay, I apologize for the delay of my blog. I was really busy yesterday since it was Halloween and I ended up coming home really late, that's why I ended up waking up around 2ish in the afternoon. but anyways, this whole week has been sorta hectic-ish, dealing with flag football and also trying to plan out what I was gonna be for Halloween last minute!!! the weekly job my period and I had was IDs, as always, it was boring but we had 1 new student come in and I sent my 2 7th graders out to give her a tour around campus. speaking of school related stuff, the most busiest school day was Friday. I had an AVID assembly that day and my period was in charge of opt out that day. by that day I still didn't find a costume! ugh. but with school interfering with me tryna have a good weekend spent with good company, I have choke work to do for my odd periods and it's all due on Tuesday! school is just not going so great for me this quarter and 2nd quarter is usually when I struggle but I'm trying to keep a 4.0 GPA ): that's basically my main focus in school, but it's tough when some teachers don't input other assignments in your Jupiter Ed so you have only few assignments and when you get a bad grade on one of the few, it affects your overall grade (: just gr8, especially when you can't retake it!!! ugh. at this point, I'm just trying to survive school. I'm at my breaking point where school related stuff, I feel like giving up but I can't. other than grades *yuck*, flag football went smoothly although it was the last week we'll have it, in the next week or two, here comes soccer ((: yay *sarcasm*. 

highlight of my week would be Halloween. of course it was because I got to hang out with my friends and adventure bwhahaha. I even met up with some of my elementary friends, long time I've been with them for awhile but it was good catching up with some of them. then I met up with my few of my best guy friends, I ended up matching with one of them but it was unexpected so that made it more fun 😛.

lesson learn of the week would be to persevere. don't give up and continue to strengthen yourself as the days past by. don't ever doubt yourself or understimate yourself for something that you're actually capable of. although times get rough, you just have to learn how to roll with the punches and carry on while you do what you need to do. 

one of my magic notes that made my day was from one from my period's members, she complimented the way I was and said I motivate her to always want to do better. that made me feel good about myself because it made me think about how I made an inspiring impact on one of my 7th graders which was my objective as a group leader.