Omg I’ve been so busy lately and I didn’t even get to turn my blog cause I had tahitian practice then I had family over. I’m so bad at managing my time so apologies for not making time for my last blog. But this month went by super fast, I need to keep up w everything while I can. Mainly I’ve been tryna maintain my grades at a good average but this trending system is messing me up to the max. But I’m pretty sad I didn’t get to run track since it’s too late and my parents won’t schedule my physical which means I didn’t have enough practice to qualify for the next three track meets ugh. Regrets regrets regrets. February was sorta hectic in a way, I’m finally selling old clothes to make some money on the side hahah until I’m 16 and able to find a job easily. Which is in 2-3 more months!!! I’ve mostly been all over the place, still going beach as usual but no surfing time this month ugh. I really want a new board and this time just a long board maybe, depends for a short board. Not much I could say this month tbh since it was short and the endless cycle of school repeats. But I did go on a SF trip for a family reunion of my niece’s 18th birthday party . It was nice seeing my family since it’s been way too long, I miss them and the babies in the family are growing up. My dream college is UCSF tbh and I wana go there so badly, I wana live there in the future if it’s not hawaii. Or somewhere in the mainland where I can still do many things in one place like here! But I’ll always be an island girl at heart. 

Some advice for anyone is that, don’t waste your time on things that shouldn’t even matter. Do what’s best for you despite anyone’s thoughts, you’re trying to grow mentally as a person to lead you to your destination in life. Don’t dwell on things that you wish you could’ve done and start making a change for yourself. I need to ponder on that thought because lately my heads been everywhere...which is why my blog is late and lost track of time doing things that I shouldn’t use my energy on! 

If I could change anything right now, I wish I ser an agenda for myself to straighten out my priorities. But then again it  would be a cycle over and over again which I wouldn’t want. I rather do something new once in awhile to gain more experiences while I’m young. I’m about to get my permit soon when I have time and I’ll start looking for a job soon! Which means I’ll have a lot on my plate tryna play a role in society!