bizzy weekkkkk

This week had a few things that consisted important such as Homeroom rep meeting. throughout the week, my period and I had control of music. same daily routine, create the playlist about 15-20 songs and post it. Also we did have the parent night on Wednesday, last minute but the cafe did fill up but only the tables. had to participate in it and speak in front of the audience to acknowledge our existence and what we do. that same night was so fun, I felt as if I got closer to some of the people in leadership. Adventures will forever be a thing I'll enjoy doing, especially with good company. other than that, in my core classes we do the same thing like always. learn. obviously based on the subject but this time some of the stuff I'm learning is being extended through next class periods of the same class. for an example, for social studies we're doing this Amendment meaning project and it's taking up 2 class periods. things like that have been going on and I'm assuming that we're not having enough time to finish certain things like that. But I am stressing so much about my grades, like always at the end of the quarter. I'm trying to get a 4.0 by the end of this quarter to have a good start off this school year but things have been being Inputted and squeezed into my grade check thing where I'm forcing myself to improve my grade. what scares me the most is having a bad grade and not being able to fix it last minute will come back around and prevent me from going to retreat.

highlight of this week would be parent night. its parent night because I got to experience a very last minute event and got to know how it feels to be worked under pressure. Also, I went on an adventure with some of the leadership family. some of them had to go so it was only few of us left to do whatever we want and explore that same night. Although that same night I ended it with having "pain", idk if you'll say being itchy is pain. it was fun though, I never went on a night adventure in a long time. nights like these is when I appreciate it the most.

lesson learned is to not procrastinate. procrastination is one of the few obstacles I face in my daily life. it's a habit that's hard to break for me due to all the work I constantly get day by day. But I do stay up late and dedicate my time just to complete it. My amount of motivation for my work is way below than what I can do. I still manage to get things done and completed but it's about the time I have left to finish it by. I try to dedicate my time to my work but it's been so hard for me lately now that I've been more busy. I need to learn how to manage my time more effieciently. 

"sharlicious"

this week went by really fast to be honest. My leadership had to do TV for the week, and it was stressful. I really don't have anything meaningful to say because I feel too heartless lol. but during 1st period we learned how to make boba, we also covered over our talent during the last period. 4th period was algerbra, we did a review on our sections based on what we learned throughout the week. 3rd period we got into a pairs to finish a worksheets. we did throughout the class periods and took notes. 2nd period we did a gummy bear lab and observed what would happen if we would leave it overnight. 5th period we finished our AVID project then now we're working Cornell Notes. 6th period we're trying to finish our hero's archetype. 

highlight of the week would be today when I got to spend time with my mama and sister. I actually had a bonding moment with them after in awhile when we started to drift. it felt good to sit down with them and actually talk about personal deep things. 

lesson learned would be, own up to the shit you did wrong instead of denying it over and over again. you'll later on dwell on your mistakes and regrets later by your actions. for me, I tend to care about people's happiness more than me. I put people before me and that's where I think I go wrong with myself because i don't worry about myself as often.

rainy days

okay so this week only lasted 4/5 days of the weekdays since there was a holiday on Monday. but anyways, my period for leadership worked at the IDs today and I had to split one person from my group to help out another period since the group leaders couldn't work. other than that, everything went smoothly but stressful "outside" of the classroom. apparently I had to cut off negativity from my life so I eliminated 2 people that I decided who shouldn't be in my life. also, my classes was somewhat not intriguing except leadership when we did have run into some silly business. HR was the best on Friday, teared up from laughing so much about hearing Mr. Ing's niece's bookmark drawings. but during my classes we did go over Internet safety rules in avid. we even did this art project based on it so I worked in a group with Jaelyn and Tina. we finished our poster on time to have a gallery walk. also, during science we went over a lot based on the earth's gravity and etc. but during social studies was more note taking this week for tests afterwards that we took. then during algerbra we're learning more about "real numbers". then during English we're also engrossing ourselves more about the hero archetype journey thing. I'm almost done with what needs to be completed but we're slowly doing it altogether.

highlight of my week would be Friday again because I got to spend it with good vibes and great company. I'm glad I got to be around my closest friends before the week ended and the weekend decided to start taking away the ability for me to see my friends. not only that but I got have a vent session with one of my best friends who helped me open up my eyes more clearer about what I've been going through. thank god for people like her who still looks out for me when nobody else has.

lesson learned is to distinguish the people from your life who cause great damage mentally and emotionally. Decide based upon whether people should stay or leave, but if they don't wana stay then there's your answer that you no long need them. don't fight for someone who no longer wants to be around as much as you want to for them. Although things get bumpy within your life, know your worth and never settle for anything less than what you deserve. Appreciate yourself while people just watch you feel confident in what you do. 

cheers to the 3 day weekend

sorry for the lateness of my blog, I was out for a party for my brother. anyways, this week was crazy and fun tbh! this was the best week yet since school started. since its hurricane season it's been raining, I like that it's been raining because it's better than sweating in heat. also I got to get closer with some friends. Like on Friday, it was pouring so much! the school looked flooded tbh, I'm surprised we weren't excused to leave early. Walking through the flood on Friday was a hassle but it was fun HAHAH. I'm such a weird person tbh because I like rain so much but I'm scared of lightening and thunder. but the job for the week my period had was music. This job went smoothly but nobody posted their playlist for their day, it was only Kaya so I was dissappointed in that. other than that, this week was good. during leadership, we spent majority of our time on our yearbook theme, turns out that my theme was voted for the best. during science, we worked on mostly what happens when the earth orbits around the sun and etc. during social studies, we took notes based on the colonies and took a test right after. then during math, we had a test and practices throughout the week to see how well we understand the topics so far. during avid, we started an Internet Safety Rules Project so we're getting started on that but we also did Socratic seminar about the Mexican border. and for English, we just watched a movie then reviewed on it.

highlight of my day would be Friday. it was friday because during school it was a relaxing day and it was raining hard that it made it fun to be at school AHAHAH. plus I got to hang out with my closest friends and we stayed out late doing whatever. Not only that but I got to confess something to my parent dive been wanting to get off my chest for about a week, it didn't bother them. also I got to hangout with keaho and Kaya for but and finally seen her mom in so long. Kaya's mom is so funny and nice, I like the way she is.

lesson learned would be prioritize. priorities come first and we have responsibilities to take care of. You got to know what's important before something, because then the distraction will get in the way of you accomplishing something.